I held destiny in my hands Heavenly I felt feint Grasping too fast the hope of living, I hide my cards under the desk I trick you out of jest Giving our encounter any meaning I trusted you would be fair! All around this unrest I trusted you would be here! Hoping to share no tears I trusted you would be mine! Until the brink of my lifeline Sorry I’m sick! Because I fell in love with you… The room turn to cold Explaining that I will fold Feelings that should never have end, Silence in the air Would you still like to care Is there a way for it to mend? How much will it take For hope to come that day How will it see That we are both in the need How much will it fake Our feelings for its sake Are we blind? Or shall we finally unwind? I trusted you would be fair! All around this unrest I trusted you would be here! Hoping to share no tears I trusted you would be mine! Until the brink of my lifeline Sorry I’m sick! Because I fell in love with you… Turn the page, Let us see how miserable
Devastated by her call Hanging loneliness on the wall Portrait of what It had to be Without you I can not feel Memories in the head Happy alone is not fair I am sick without you Without you I can not move It caught me by surprise You didn’t even let me try! How could you betray me? And dare leave me behind I know it was not your fault I know it was not your goal You know this is what I feel You know this is what I need I understand… But I can’t comprehend, Is what you used to say Save me I’m throwing up It couldn’t get any better, Save me I’m growing up Like imminent danger It arrives too soon It worsens my mood, But I have no say Save me I’m throwing up It couldn’t get any better, Save me I’m growing up Like imminent danger I was just a fool And you broke the rule, But I have no say Time is running out Every days is just a fight I wish you could come out Every hour is filled with doubt I hold your hand at night You whisper it will be fine But you don’t look good to me Why
It wasn’t like any other days It was the day I was left behind… My family sent me away! (No time to even pray!) I can’t even try to run away! (There’s no other way!) I hope this is all a part of a game! (So I keep myself sane!) Or just lock me in this cage! (Cuz I am insane!) Memories of fun and talk Memories that will be alright, Crushed down by hopes Realities of what should not Realities of what I shot, Hidden down by guilt… Blood stained hands For a crime nobody commit How to make amend When I am unfit My family sent me away! (No time to even pray!) I can’t even try to run away! (There’s no other way!) I hope this is all a part of a game! (So I keep myself sane!) Or just lock me in this cage! (Cuz I am insane!) A visit to their grave A visit to be brave, Won’t erase my wrongs The feelings that I lost The feelings I love most, Gone from this instance… Still a runaway Hiding the real culprit Turn myself today To climb out of this pit My family sent me away! (No time to
And then she told me there was no way She could ever continue this way, She loved her ex She loved him best And then she told me to change my mind All we got upon on hands is time, She loved her past She wants it back But did she ever stop to think About the misery that come to this end… It made me feel faded Like an old picture from an album, Oh I wish I was back home. It made me feel hated Like a forgotten piece of furniture, Oh I wish for no future. I tried to forget her But here’s the ring from my cell I ask again and again To ignore this pain And then she told me there was no way She could ever continue this way, She loved her ex She loved him best And then she told me to change my mind All we got upon on hands is time, She loved her past She wants it back But did she ever stop to think About the misery that come to this end… It makes me feel twice to think About sharing my heart, Oh I wish I could restart It makes me feel anxious to be In love yet again, Oh I wish you
I held destiny in my hands Heavenly I felt feint Grasping too fast the hope of living, I hide my cards under the desk I trick you out of jest Giving our encounter any meaning I trusted you would be fair! All around this unrest I trusted you would be here! Hoping to share no tears I trusted you would be mine! Until the brink of my lifeline Sorry I’m sick! Because I fell in love with you… The room turn to cold Explaining that I will fold Feelings that should never have end, Silence in the air Would you still like to care Is there a way for it to mend? How much will it take For hope to come that day How will it see That we are both in the need How much will it fake Our feelings for its sake Are we blind? Or shall we finally unwind? I trusted you would be fair! All around this unrest I trusted you would be here! Hoping to share no tears I trusted you would be mine! Until the brink of my lifeline Sorry I’m sick! Because I fell in love with you… Turn the page, Let us see how miserable
Devastated by her call Hanging loneliness on the wall Portrait of what It had to be Without you I can not feel Memories in the head Happy alone is not fair I am sick without you Without you I can not move It caught me by surprise You didn’t even let me try! How could you betray me? And dare leave me behind I know it was not your fault I know it was not your goal You know this is what I feel You know this is what I need I understand… But I can’t comprehend, Is what you used to say Save me I’m throwing up It couldn’t get any better, Save me I’m growing up Like imminent danger It arrives too soon It worsens my mood, But I have no say Save me I’m throwing up It couldn’t get any better, Save me I’m growing up Like imminent danger I was just a fool And you broke the rule, But I have no say Time is running out Every days is just a fight I wish you could come out Every hour is filled with doubt I hold your hand at night You whisper it will be fine But you don’t look good to me Why
It wasn’t like any other days It was the day I was left behind… My family sent me away! (No time to even pray!) I can’t even try to run away! (There’s no other way!) I hope this is all a part of a game! (So I keep myself sane!) Or just lock me in this cage! (Cuz I am insane!) Memories of fun and talk Memories that will be alright, Crushed down by hopes Realities of what should not Realities of what I shot, Hidden down by guilt… Blood stained hands For a crime nobody commit How to make amend When I am unfit My family sent me away! (No time to even pray!) I can’t even try to run away! (There’s no other way!) I hope this is all a part of a game! (So I keep myself sane!) Or just lock me in this cage! (Cuz I am insane!) A visit to their grave A visit to be brave, Won’t erase my wrongs The feelings that I lost The feelings I love most, Gone from this instance… Still a runaway Hiding the real culprit Turn myself today To climb out of this pit My family sent me away! (No time to
And then she told me there was no way She could ever continue this way, She loved her ex She loved him best And then she told me to change my mind All we got upon on hands is time, She loved her past She wants it back But did she ever stop to think About the misery that come to this end… It made me feel faded Like an old picture from an album, Oh I wish I was back home. It made me feel hated Like a forgotten piece of furniture, Oh I wish for no future. I tried to forget her But here’s the ring from my cell I ask again and again To ignore this pain And then she told me there was no way She could ever continue this way, She loved her ex She loved him best And then she told me to change my mind All we got upon on hands is time, She loved her past She wants it back But did she ever stop to think About the misery that come to this end… It makes me feel twice to think About sharing my heart, Oh I wish I could restart It makes me feel anxious to be In love yet again, Oh I wish you